Im back~!!

so sorry i din post anything since a few weeks back~
because i was busy on events and exams and other things that i need to be done~
recently there are a lots of unhappy case happened on me~
the first thing is FRIENDSHIP...
i can never understand why people can change so fast in just a few minutes...
i've tried my best to be good to you but sorry...i've done my best...
i felt so stupid that why i always treat people well n no one appreciate it~!!
no one knows~!!
HELL YEA that i looked so stupid all the time when i was with you~
and the lesson that i learn from friendship is that....
"Friends will never be the main course, it will only be side dishes forever..."

Secondly,
i think i've grown up a lil bit in this few weeks...
all in the sudden...
i dunno where the hell my guts came from that i went to watch movies alone in the cinema...
this was the 1st time i watched movie by myself in a cinema...
felt so happy that i finally do not need anyone to accompany me to do what i want to do~
felt so independent now~!!
hahahahahahahaahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
sorry for being so thick face...hahaha...

the next movie that im going to watch is MIB3~~~
dunno whether im going to watch alone in cinema or im going to watch with friends...
its 2am now...i should off to bed now...night

XXXX  :)

music sharing 1

this really hits my night on~!! <3 they are gooddddddd~!!!! 

this is the winner of britain got talent 2012...omg...cute dancing dogggg~~~

nice song from fun~!! damn NICE~!! feel so warm....

this is mike's version~so nice~

fun~ acoustic version~!! love the main singer~!!

gotye sound so soul in this songggg~ damn nice and i love it so much~<3<3<3

nice feeling~feel so classic~!!! <3<3<3

im done~

what for being so truthful?? 
get nothing but all kinds of wounds over the body...
it bleeds and it hurts badly...
really sick and tired of it...
yet no one cares about it...


so sad~

when you have something to say and no one is listening to you~

so disappointed~

when you being truthful and no one cares about it~

so tired~

when you need someone and there is no one there for you~
so fucked~
when you realize that no one understands you or know you well~

i dun think i deserve a life like this~

To be honest,
for this very 1st time...
i wanna say that~
i miss my home now~!!!
i wanna go home~!!!
i miss my family~!!!
especially my grandma~!!! 
T.T

To my beloved lovely Grandma,

            i  wanna tell you that i miss you sooooooooo damn freaking much that i will never get starve when im home~ cos  you will always prepare food for us~ i miss you~ im so pamper at home~!!! i wanna tell you i miss you so much but i just dunno how to tell you~!!! xxx

love you so much~!!!

WHAT CAN I DO???

I FEEL SO F**KED UP~!!

ARGHHHHHH~!!!

IM SO SPEECHLESS WITH YOU GUYS~!!

IF CAN...

I WOULDN'T WANT U GUYS TO DO ANYTHING WITHOUT ME AGAIN~!!

F**K I HATE DOING DOUBLE WORK~!!

CAN I JUST F**K YOU GUYS UP~!!

I'VE TOLD U GUYS SOOOOO DAMN MANY TIMESSSS BEFORE~!!

CAN'T YOU JUST LISTEN TO WHAT I SAYYYY????!!!!!!

SO DAMN DISAPPOINTING WITH YOU GUYS AGAIN~!!

ARE YOU GUYS BLIND OR WAT??

SEE HOW I DID THOSE STUFFS AND SEE YOURS....

OMG.....

ITS NOT ABOUT I HAVE MORE ART SENSE THAN YOU GUYS OR WAT~

ITS ABOUT HOW CAREFUL AND HOW ATTENTIVE YOU GUYS CAN BE~

SO DAMN FREAKING FU*KING DISAPPOINTED~

LUCKILY YOU GUYS JUST DID A FEW FOR THAT~

IF NOT~

I'LL DIE IN FRONT OF YOU GUYS!!!!

FINE!!!

CLINGY~

AM I CLINGY??

WHO THE HELL DO I CLINGY WITH??

WHO ??

WHOOO???

WHOOOOOO????

JUST TELL ME WHOOOOO???

F**k~!!!

FINE~FROM TODAY ONWARD I WONT CALL ANYONE OUT WITH ME~

I WONT FIND ANYONE AS POSSIBLE AS I COULD~

I'LL BE FOREVER ALONE~!! 

OK??!!

IS THAT FINEEEE????

COMMUNICATION~

DO I HAVE ENOUGH COMMUNICATION WITH YOU GUYSSS??

DIDN'T I TRY TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOU GUYS WELL BEFORE??

F**K...WHY MUST I ALWAYS BE THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOU GUYS....???

Y NOT YOU GUYS COME AND COMMUNICATE WITH ME??

Y MUST I ALWAYS BE THE ACTIVE ONE??

Y NOT YOU GUYS BE THE ACTIVE ONES AND I'LL BE THE PASSIVE??

IS THAT MY PROBLEM OR YOURS PROBLEM??

IM DONE WITH YOU GUYS~!!

NOT I DONT WANT TO BE GOOD WITH YOU GUYS~

BUT WHAT I GET FROM THE FEEDBACK ARE ALL NEGATIVE THINGS~!!

I REALLY HAVE NO IDEAS ON HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOU GUYS WELL~!!

I'M TIRED WITH IT~

I FEEL THAT YOU GUYS ARE LIKE ALIEN TO ME~

ARGHHHHHHH...

IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO TO MAKE THINGS GOES SMOOTHER???

WHAT CAN I DOOOOOOO????

"FWG" i need your helppppppppppp~!!!

yeyyy~ went to klcc today~

wohoooo~

its been a long time to hang out with Wilson~

he has been working in Singapore since November 2011~

Today, we met at college then we decided to go KLCC for shopping~

we took our breakfast at Signature Food Court~

we had Spaghetti Alfredo~

then we decided to for a movie~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmAbEgayExs

Its a NICE FUNNY MOVIE TO WATCH~!!

then we went to shop~

and we bought our own stuffs~

Wilson bought himself a new PUMA shoes~

and i bought a Shirt at Rip Curl~

i admit that im a shopaholic... <3 to buy this and that~

i was searching around for bag~

but i couldn't find the kind of bag i wanted~

so sad~!!

BUT at least i bought something for myself today~

happy~cant wait to wash it and wear it~!!

Photo Sharing~All About SKY

*FYI: All these photos is non edited photos~

Today's Special~

Muahahahahahhaha~

i have class at 10am this morning,

and i woke up at 9.30am,

i thought i was going to be late...

BUT,

unfortunately ahahhahaha...

TRAFFIC JAM~

So Mr. Yip will be late to college~

then Hikki, Joyce and I decided to enjoy our breakfast at Galley...

while we were eating,

we saw Rachel came in with a big smile on her face~

we felt weird and we asked her what happened~

she said later Mr.Yip will have to belanja her makan~

the reason is Mr. Yip told Rachel that he will be late for class because of traffic jam,

and she reply him back that she will be late too because of traffic jam...

then mr. yip came out with an idea that see who reach college 1st then who will be the winner and the loser will have to belanja makan...

hahahahahha

In the end Rachel arrive earlier than Mr. yip...

So, which means Mr. Yip have to belanja Rachel~

they were so funny~

after the class,

it was 1.30pm,

most of us still stay in college to wait for the Hitz Fm Cruzer to come to our college at 4.30pm~

and some of them went back home~

so Rachel, Joyce and I went to have lunch at NZ.

But i did not eat,

im still full~

so i just sat there n gossip with them~

we gossip about her and gossip about him~

whoaaa~

Group Assignment~!!

we have 2 Group Assignments to do in this Semester~

we are going to be dead soon~

Cos we cant really communicate well with each other in our own group~

Headacheeeeee~!!!

Haizzzzzz~

I'll try my best to communicate well OK~!!(*_^)

after the lunch,

i felt so damn bored and i was so damn free~

so i decided to go and visit the "FWG" in our college~*FYI "FWG" sounds like "KFC" hahahahahhahahahahahahahah~

seen i am still struggling with my assignments,

So, i decided to go and get some inspirations and ideas from him~

this "FWG" is sooooo damnnnn busy these days...

to be honest i also being very paiseh to kacau him~

i do really appreciate and thank that he still entertainment me even though he was busy with his work...

he has given me a few ideas for my assignments...

So, i have to process the ideas and plan well for my assignments~

after that i left the office~

and i went to the library to find my two buddies~

they were busy doing with the proposal~

then i saw someone sitting alone there~

hahahahahahha

let me introduce to you~ MR. JINSON....

he is a very cute and he looks like a korean.

He also called himself a philosopher and a chui sui expert...

hahahahahahahahahaha (*his funny isn't he??)

its been a long time i din see him in college~

so i stepped forward and started chatting with him~

blah blah blah~

Hitz Cruzer came and i still chatting with him~

blah blah blah~

Hitz Cruzer left and im still chatting with him~

hahahahahahhahahahha~

non stop talking~

hahaha (luckily the librarian din scold us if not we'll be very embarrassing)

tik tok~ time flies~ its 6pm~

we have to leave~

cos library is closing~

so i left the library and waited in front of the gallery for somebody~

i saw the sky getting darker~

it seems like going to rain soon~

so i went to wangsa walk ALONE~

I do some shopping at the Cold Storage~

tadaaaa~these is what i bought~

then i went to Popeyes to dabao my dinner...

whoaaaaa~

my super dinner~

OMG~ i knew that its SOOOOOO FAT~!!!!

muahahahahahahah~

but i dont care~cos today i have a very goodddddd MOOD~!!

Last but not least im super dupper FULL now~!!

hahahahahah~

Today's photo sharing~

i would like to share to you some photos that i've taken from my window~

6:55pm

7: 01pm

7:11pm

thats it for today~

hahahahahahahahahahah

less than 3

<3

很讨厌被冤枉的感觉！

今天的我非常的很超级不爽~！

被人家冤枉我，

说我传谣言~

哇靠~

这件事是你讲我们才知道有这回事的~

不然我们根本就不懂有这回事的存在~

你还竟然这样大庭广众的讲是我和JOYCE讲的~

他妈的这样破坏我们的名誉~

鸡蛋糕你啊咪丫~

啊~~~~~~~！

你懂你这样一讲就破坏了我一整天的心情吗？！

你不是第一次犯这种错了~

真的不懂为何你要这样犯奸~

真的不懂为何你啊~！！

SO DAMN DISAPPOINTED~!!

These few weeks i wasn't being THAT good.

I was so frustrated about every thing~!!

Why always need to do double work??

Why don't discuss everything properly before making any decision?!

Why not do research first before doing any decisions??

Why don't listen to others' idea??

Why don't lead us properly??

Why so close-minded??

Why?? Why?? Why??

ARGHHHHHH~!!!

STOP IT~!!

Please~!! Please lead us PROPERLY~!!

I do not want to see us argue~!!

BUT if you still don't lead us PROPERLY~

I'm sorry to say that~

I'll start the COMMUNICATION thing with you~!!

Arghhh~

I've gave my PLENTY of ideas to you guys before doing it~

I've done my best to gave ideas to you guys~

but what i see from yours' reactions are~

HAR~WHY SO COMPLICATED??

WHY SO "MA FAN"?

HAR~SO EXPENSIVE~

HAR~ SCARE THEY HAVE UNBALANCE THINKING~!!

WHAT THE FUCK??

THEN WHAT YOU WANT??

TELL ME LAR??

EVERYTHING JUST KNOW HOW TO GIVE EXCUSES~!!

GIVE ME BETTER IDEA THEN~!!

ASK YOU GUYS TO GIVE BETTER IDEA, NO ONE CAN GIVE~!!

GIVE YOU GUYS IDEA YOU GUYS DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT IT~!!

WAT THE HELL~!!

IF YOU WANT TO ORGANIZE AN EVENT THAN ORGANIZE PROPERLY~!!

YOU WANT TO DO THEN DO IT RIGHT AND DO THE BEST FOR IT~!!

NOT JUST SIT THERE AND DO NOTHING~!!

GOSHHHH~!!

FINE~

IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT~!!

JUST DON'T DISAPPOINT ME AGAIN OK~?!!

Alone with Happiness

I went to college to meet my lovely lecturer Ms. Jade,

She's a nice and lovely person,

I wanted to meet her because I have some problems between my classmates and I.

I do not know how to solve it,

So, I met her to get some help on my problems.

After that,

I went to KLCC with AhWind and Skylar at 3p.m.,

We went there because KLCC is having PC Fairs for 3days and today was the 2nd day of the fair,

So we went to have a look.

An hour later,

AhWind and Skylar went off to TimeSquare to meet their friends,

because all of them are going to Asian Music Festival at Sunway Lagoon.

I have the ticket but i did not go,

because i "don't feel like going"~

After they left,

I shop alone at the fair,

I bought a printer ink and a wireless router.

Later that ,

I shop alone at Suria KLCC,

WOW~

Its been a long time to shop alone, eat alone, walk alone, take LRT alone.

Hahahaha

Im speechless but im happy (:

When i get back home,

The 1st thing i saw when i walk into my room was the pink box and it reminded me of AhWind.

before we went to KLCC,

She asked me to do a favor for her,

that is to feed her pet crabs when i get back home.

then i fed the 2 little crabs with apple.

Male crab is called Mr.Big,

Female crab is called Ms. Small.

For the 1st time in my life i fed crabs with little apples...

They were soooo damn cute!

Especially Mr. Big,

It's hard for me to describe to you...i'm sorry...

U will understand what i want to say after u look carefully with the photo below...

See it moved all the apples to its surrounding and it has 2 little apples in it's hands~!!

Aren't it cute??

Its going to be 4a.m.

Should off to bed now~!!

Good Night People~!!

my official blogspot

Now i have my blogspot with my full name on it and this will be my official blog.

Just ignore my old blogspot. im really sorry that i had change my blogspot for several times,

but i promise you guys, i will not change it again~!!

Its 1:00a.m. now,

Im still awake!

Im tired but i dun feel sleepy yet~

This blog is for me to express my feelings, share my experience, and its kinda like my dairy i think~

Hahahaha...

Its my pleasure to share my life with you,

BUT, if you want to read my blog you have to be open minded with everything i write and share in this blog.

because i might write something rude and about people's bad things...

then,

what else?

You are welcome to leave some comments to me~

Looking forward to my blog~

<3<3<3