im done~

what for being so truthful?? 
get nothing but all kinds of wounds over the body...
it bleeds and it hurts badly...
really sick and tired of it...
yet no one cares about it...


so sad~

when you have something to say and no one is listening to you~

so disappointed~

when you being truthful and no one cares about it~

so tired~

when you need someone and there is no one there for you~
so fucked~
when you realize that no one understands you or know you well~

i dun think i deserve a life like this~

To be honest,
for this very 1st time...
i wanna say that~
i miss my home now~!!!
i wanna go home~!!!
i miss my family~!!!
especially my grandma~!!! 
T.T

To my beloved lovely Grandma,

            i  wanna tell you that i miss you sooooooooo damn freaking much that i will never get starve when im home~ cos  you will always prepare food for us~ i miss you~ im so pamper at home~!!! i wanna tell you i miss you so much but i just dunno how to tell you~!!! xxx

love you so much~!!!