Im back~!!

so sorry i din post anything since a few weeks back~
because i was busy on events and exams and other things that i need to be done~
recently there are a lots of unhappy case happened on me~
the first thing is FRIENDSHIP...
i can never understand why people can change so fast in just a few minutes...
i've tried my best to be good to you but sorry...i've done my best...
i felt so stupid that why i always treat people well n no one appreciate it~!!
no one knows~!!
HELL YEA that i looked so stupid all the time when i was with you~
and the lesson that i learn from friendship is that....
"Friends will never be the main course, it will only be side dishes forever..."

Secondly,
i think i've grown up a lil bit in this few weeks...
all in the sudden...
i dunno where the hell my guts came from that i went to watch movies alone in the cinema...
this was the 1st time i watched movie by myself in a cinema...
felt so happy that i finally do not need anyone to accompany me to do what i want to do~
felt so independent now~!!
hahahahahahahaahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
sorry for being so thick face...hahaha...

the next movie that im going to watch is MIB3~~~
dunno whether im going to watch alone in cinema or im going to watch with friends...
its 2am now...i should off to bed now...night

XXXX  :)

music sharing 1

this really hits my night on~!! <3 they are gooddddddd~!!!! 

this is the winner of britain got talent 2012...omg...cute dancing dogggg~~~

nice song from fun~!! damn NICE~!! feel so warm....

this is mike's version~so nice~

fun~ acoustic version~!! love the main singer~!!

gotye sound so soul in this songggg~ damn nice and i love it so much~<3<3<3

nice feeling~feel so classic~!!! <3<3<3

im done~

what for being so truthful?? 
get nothing but all kinds of wounds over the body...
it bleeds and it hurts badly...
really sick and tired of it...
yet no one cares about it...


so sad~

when you have something to say and no one is listening to you~

so disappointed~

when you being truthful and no one cares about it~

so tired~

when you need someone and there is no one there for you~
so fucked~
when you realize that no one understands you or know you well~

i dun think i deserve a life like this~

To be honest,
for this very 1st time...
i wanna say that~
i miss my home now~!!!
i wanna go home~!!!
i miss my family~!!!
especially my grandma~!!! 
T.T

To my beloved lovely Grandma,

            i  wanna tell you that i miss you sooooooooo damn freaking much that i will never get starve when im home~ cos  you will always prepare food for us~ i miss you~ im so pamper at home~!!! i wanna tell you i miss you so much but i just dunno how to tell you~!!! xxx

love you so much~!!!